You don't know what I feel in my heart. Extreme pain. Like my heart is thrown to the floor full of nails, crushed and could not be sealed. But I do know, though I know that you only play with my feelings, but I can't forget you. I do not know why. I hate this feeling, I hate myself and hate everything that happened in my life after you go away from me. Why did you do so? Sometimes I feel like to get away from all this, away from all this. No one can understand my feelings. No one was willing to listen to my heart. Every night I cry myself, but nobody knows. I hope I can forget you. I hope everything will be back to normal, like before you enter my life. I hope everything gonna be alright. I HOPE SO. I hope you are happy with her. I hope she is able to provide enough love for you. Goodbye, LNZ.


NO MORE LOVE IN MY LIFE. YOU'RE THE ONE THAT GET MY LOVE. NOBODY CAN REPLACE YOU. YOU'RE THE FIRST AND THE LAST.